Well this week has been full of
many changes. After our divine P-Day last week, everything just got
progressively more difficult. I think Heavenly Father knew all of us
needed that day to be so perfect because of all the changes happening.
The work has been pretty good and we are finding some more success
with our teaching and have been able to get more lessons this week and I
am starting to understand more of what people say, but I still have a
long way to go.
On Thursday,
Sister Hellewell came to Candelaria (She knows Sydney Baker!!!!). Her
companion is sick and may have to go home, so she is working with us until Thursday
(when we all get new companions). Sister Mckinney and Sister Maka will
be training this coming week and so Sister Maka will most likely get
transferred (we find out tomorrow). Yesterday I had to say goodbye to Sister Nabus. She was supposed be
spending the next couple days in the mission home and going to
the Manila temple. But, the temple is closed for a couple weeks, so she will take
a bus back to her home on Wednesday.
Since there are 4 of us here now, we are all taking turns being companions until Thursday.
Yesterday and today I have worked with Sister Maka and I have learned
SO much from her!!! She just has a "go getter" attitude and is a power
house. We only had a few hours to work because of all our Sunday meetings, but we still were pretty successful. Tonight we will also be working together. Then tomorrow Sister Mckinney and I will work together . Wednesday will be Sister Hellewell and me. I am pretty nervous though because I have to
lead the area and I don't want us to get lost or run out of people to
visit...so I have been kind of stressed out these last couple days. I am
especially nervous for Wednesday
though because Sister Hellewell and I have only been here for 6 weeks. We are definitely going to have to relay on the Lord that day and
pray to understand what people are saying.
Yesterday at church, in our
relief society lesson, I was able to read the English manual again and
it talked about our callings in the church and how we should approach
all of them with cheerfulness. I know that we were supposed to have that
lesson because as I read it, it felt like Heavenly Father was speaking
those words to me and I wasn't reading them. It was such a sacred
experience.
I know Heavenly Father is SO aware of me here and has places
marami (many) things and especially people in my path each day to help
me do this work.
We have all been warned that we will most
likely have to train at the end of our 12 week training and it totally
stresses me out, but I know that I will be able to learn so much from
it. President and Sister Peterson wrote me a letter (well all the
newbies) that said our missions will not be easy and not our favorite
things, but when we have completed our time as missionaries, it will be
our most favorite memories! I know that is true and I don't want an easy
mission. Everyday it is re-affirmed to me that there is SO much
Heavenly Father needs me to learn and I know I need to have more
patience and LOTS more faith each day with the language, and just the
work.
Sometimes it feels like I will be on my mission forever. These things I have so much stress about, that seem SO huge, and SO hard, I know one day I will look back at them and realize that I
was able to get through them and learn from them because I have
Heavenly Father helping me each day. When we are doing the Lord's work
or when we are studying and reading the scriptures, the time flies and I
just feel so good about the work I am doing.
I love being here. I know these challenges are hard right now but , I know I wouldn't learn anything if it was easy. So, I am grateful
for this opportunity to push myself and do these hard things. I am also
incredibly grateful for the people Heavenly Father continues to bless
me with and I can't wait to meet my new companion this week and be able
to learn from her.
Mahal Kita!!!
Sister MechamAnother darling family that we are teaching! |
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